Diary of a Schizophrenic

A madman's diary.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

On December 29th, spent 3 hours in the Companies Commission of Malaysia waiting to lodge my documents. Lotsa people doing last minute work and filing their annual returns. Geezzz!!!

On New Year's Eve 2006, my trust subsidiary was invited to KKlub in Taman Melawati and I spent the countdown amongst strangers. As the clock struck 12, lotsa people were hugging and kissing each other and I was left out. Beginning to fully explore the social isolation/alienation and loneliness expounded by Morrisey of the Smiths and Wong Kar Wai movies. Compared to New Year's Eve 2006 when I was in PD and amongst frens.

Jus like that Smiths' song "How Soon is Now?" - "there's a club that you'd like to go, maybe you can find someone who really loves you, then you go and you stand on your own, then you leave on your own, then you go home and you cry and you want to die..." Ha ha ha.... On the bright side, there was quite a stunner there although she came late and left early so no chance to talk to her. Tried my best to, though.

Yesterday, got the Wong Kar Wai movie "Fallen Angels", my fave. It's a German DVD though so no English subs. Nvm, it's in Canto Mandarin and Hokkien. I understand all of them.