Went to church yesterday. Expecting a "Hell Night" or some such celebration for Halloween but no, just intercessory prayer. Pretty boring, as I just spent most of it texting.

Was really geared up to see Monica. But I went there and my feelings jus elapsed. I dunno y.

Yesterday was having the floaty high feelings I used to get when the doctor jabbed me with Promethazine. Maybe the cure for my illness is there. Probably no smokes and sex I guess.