Woke up from a nap with a craving for a death stick really bad. Cos want to wipe away the haziness of my dream-wake state. Just have to bear with it I guess. Went to church this morning. After all that has happened with Caroline, find myself not really that desperate or hard-up anymore. Seems like nobody really got the hots for me in church anyway. Ee Bee was rather disassociative with me today. So are the rest. Oh well!