Kok Peng's a voice within my head telling about my insecurities. No women, low income job. Hell, man! Satan worked thru him. And him selling me all the porn DVDs. Eva's avoiding me again today. How man? Really gotten worse this mid-life crisis ever since Caroline left me. Seems that having sex and love and then losing it made me much worse. I really dunno what to do. And I have started smoking again. And now Isabel don wanna go out with me.